On the good advice of a fellow blogger, I started, actually restarted, writing my blog to keep all my thoughts and inspirations. I keep bouncing back and forth between ideas and what I would like to do to become a WAHM. I became a Scentsy Consultant to make extra money but that is a slow go. Mostly because I'm not that overly pushy sales person, but I want to make extra money so we don't have to continue to struggle and to put towards whatever idea I hope to pursue. I love fashion and the creative side of it, don't really sew but I know I can do it just gotta get the machine going. My most current obsession is opening an online boutique of children's clothing. I'm thinking of doing pre-loved and clothing that I design myself..again need to sew..I've been dragging my feet on getting a second job because I dont' want to give up more time with my son. He's only 9 months but I want to spend as much time with him as I can. I guess I have to find a balance between the sacrifices I'm willing to make and what I need to do. Okay now that I got that off my chest, I can breathe again.